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July 30 MC's POWER + CHRISTINE's interpretationi wanna SAY SOMETHING. when someone BRINGIN ON THE HEARTBREAK, DO YOU KNOW WHERE U GOING TO?? ya, dont u feel EMOTIONS and dont be afraid of those HEARTBREAKER because they just CANT TAKE THAT AWAY...do SHAKE IT OFF as the HERO will come over like the BUTTERFLY, give u a JOY RIDE and LEAD THE WAY, so what you gonna do is AGAINST ALL ODDS, do OPEN ARMS and FLY LIKE A BIRD. later then u will go THROUGH THE RAIN and fly over the SUNFLOWER...
I WISH YOU KNOW, ANYTIME YOU NEED A FRIEND. I'LL BE THERE WHENEVER YOU CALL... I STILL BELIEVE whatever precious loves will NEVER TOO FAR away from us, though LOVE TAKES TIME, but ITS LIKE THAT. life is full of FANTASY. YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE to make your life GILTTER as the star. SOMEDAY you will find your DREAMLOVER who are ONE AND ONLY. when you get yourself a SWEETHEART, you will find out every single day also a ONE SWEET DAY just as sweet as the HONEY..So, WHEN YOU BELIEVE, you will have the same points of view as mine.
MC, THANKS GOD I FOUND YOU. WITHOUT YOU, i dont know what is my REFLECTION and i cant find the VISION OF LOVE, i will give MY ALL supports to you. you are ALWAYS BE MY BABY because you are THE ONE that truely inspired me. July 26 ~ Someone that inspired me for all these time! ~Simply refer to someone that I really really expect..it is meaningful for me...Means so much for me...
Through everything but death.
Once you fall that hard and have been kicked and kicked,
you learn to protect yourself.
I'm fighter but i learned that i am not in charge.
Whatever god wan to happen is going to happen.
I feel like I've had endless 2nd,3rd,fourth,fith n six chances.
I found myself born again.
pls : when I feeling down, I will always remember the words then had been voiced up by her...& it automatically raise up my spirit.. Yeah, u know who is she?? Im so proud of her. She used to be very suffered & struggled, but after all of these times, she got find herself. That's wonderful!!! So, I will learn from her....She already did it, so I think I can make it too...Thanks MC.. Through The Rain - Mariah CareyThe other way to express my feeling is thru song's lyrics....that's means lots!!!!! We can learn from it....
 So, i will make it through the rain ....When you get caught in the rain
With nowhere to run When you’re distraught and in pain Without anyone We keep prayin’ to saved But nobody comes And you feel so far away That you just can’t Find your way home You can get there alone It’s okay What you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain Hoo...hoo...doo doo doo Ooh...hoo...mmm...hmm... And if you keep falling down Don’t you dare give in You will arise safe and sound So keep pressing on Step fastly And you’ll find what you need To prepare What you say I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain And when the wind moves And shadows grow close Don’t be afraid There’s nothing you can’t face And sure they tell you You’ll never pull through Don’t hesitate Stay calm and sane I can make it through the rain I can stand up once again On my own and I know That I’m strong enough to mend And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith And I live one more day And I make it through the rain I can make it through the rain Can stand up once again And I live one more day And I’ll make it through the rain Ooh, yes, you can Mmm...hmm... You can make it through the rain Keliru - Ruth Sahanaya
Di lubuk hatiku tersimpan Ternyata baru ku sadari *Aku cinta kepadamu Oh Tuhan maafkan diriku Ku tahu engkau telah berdua -back to *- Engkau pun keliru -back to *-
July 23 已过了半年了....好久都没有部落了...
就这样我把心紧紧地封闭起来...
好久都不敢把心事的点滴留在这里...
也有一段时间都不敢部落了..
就因为害怕, 所以我把心放空...
这一个半年过的好快好快....
两千零六年的前半年对我来说实在太重要了!!
在这个半年里, 发生的事情太多了...
一时间,自己的内心也承受了很大的打击.
六年多的感情在无声无息下结束了 ,
妈妈的身体状况出了问题 ,
与爸爸的纠纷, 自己的事业等...
都在这半年围绕在我身旁!
我的心很痛,
我问自己,这样的伤痛在什么时后才会结束呢?
但是现在,
不管心再怎么的痛,再怎么的乱; 眼泪再怎么地流,
这一切对我来说都已经是过去了.
我也感觉很庆兴了, 因为在这段时间里,
我又再次地醒了过来..
眼泪让我洗清我的脸, 让我更清醒...
伤痛让我变得更坚强,
我从高处, 跌入山谷. 跌得很深, 跌得好痛好痛...
最终, 我爬起来了..过程是那么痛苦..
身边朋友的叮咛, 一个爱自己的心还是那么沸腾..
我不要朋友为我担心, 要保护自己的心.
我告诉自己,我得清醒了...
~ 感情所受到的伤害只因我的执着 ~
在三月里, 朋友告诉我, 听说"他"有女朋友了...
当时的我, 不知如何接受这个事实.
在这之前, 他叫我给他时间, 他会回来我身边...
结果, 事情的转变实再太快了,
一个说爱我的人给我了承诺,
同时也带走了我对他的信任,
他, 留下了对不起, 叫我不要难过,
就这样地和他的"她"走了...
其实选择放弃的人才是就痛苦,
就像当初我选择放弃他一样, 我也很难过.
我告诉他, 爱,放弃他还是因为爱.
有的时后, 我觉得很可悲.
两个人在一起这么久, 却达不到共识.
直到今天, 我发觉, 我的心已不再那么痛了..
原来我已经不再爱他了,
我之前放不下的是回忆里的他而不是现在的他.
最后,我给他的是宽容与祝福.
是爱? 是恨? 是原谅? 是接受?
这一些也在现实中变得模糊了.....
~ 妈妈与子宫颈癌 ~
在五月, 我带妈妈到医院做检查,
医生告诉我妈妈得了子宫颈癌.
当时, 我很害怕....
在那个时后, 在朋友介绍之下, 找到了一个专业医生.
很快的, 我和妈妈一起到马大医原去做进一步的检查.
之后, 便做去除子宫手术.
手术很成功, 癌细包也没有挎散到身体的其它部位.
我能做的就是感谢印度娘娘, 观音菩萨还有法祖
让妈妈渡过难关.
因为在知到妈妈的病情之后, 我一直诚心祈祷...
所以, 妈妈现在也好起来, 精神也很不错了...
直到现在, 我都会抽空去庙里还愿...
只要诚心, 佛祖是在我们身边守护着我们的...
这一些都很玄, 很奇妙也难解释的,
因为看不见, 听不到, 却能感受得到!
~ 事业~
好累好累哦, 原来心里面收藏的也太多太多了....
忙忙碌碌的生活, 很充实的生活,
创业真的很难, 面对感情创伤,
我在短暂的时间里输了上进心..
现在要从零开始, 可是我一点都不害怕.
因为我想要突破, 我不想让支持我的人失望.
所以, 我要勇敢地出发...
~ 与爸爸的纠纷呈 ~
有多久没和爸爸说话了, 我自己
然而, 我的心却没有难过,
即然有代沟, 倒不如不要沟通....
如果我真的错了, 说对不起其实是件了不起的事...
既使你说的话再怎么难听, 再谮么伤害我的自尊...
我也没有恨你的权力, 因为佛说父母恩大,
再怎样, 还是自己的父母.
我做的一切也对你来说许不算什么,
但是能做的, 我已尽力了,
同样的我也问心无愧, 老天爷, 您为我见证好吗?
让我的付出得到认同, 这样就够了...
现在虽然不说话, 但是磨擦也因为那一次纠分也减少了!
或许, 想这样会更好.
好快哦! 在不知不觉中, 我越过了这个半年....
我觉得熬过的汤是总是最好喝的,
而熬过岁月及伤痛的心总是最坚定的...
你认同吗?
你又是怎样度过这半年呢???
July 21 我要快乐又被爱伤害一遍 无所谓，当作成长 刚刚走开的人 烟还点著 味道却淡了 我并不是天生爱寂寞 却比任何人都多 就算把世界给我 我还是一无所有 我要快乐我要能睡的安稳 有些人不抱了才温暖 离开了才不恨我早应该割舍 我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声 心不是热的全都是假的 只有眼泪是真的 把从前想了一遍 谢谢了 伤我的人 想做乐观的人 每种雨声 听了都不冷 May 01 原谅原谅把你带走的雨天，在突然醒来的黑夜，发现我终于没有再流泪。原谅被你带走的永远，是终究快要走到明天，痛会随着时间好一点。那些日子你会不会舍不得？思念就像关不紧的门，空气里有幸福的灰尘，否则为何闭上眼睛的时候，那么痛(又全都想起了)！谁都别说......让我一个人躲一躲......你的承诺！我竟(然)没怀疑过！反反复复.....要不是当初的温柔(要不是当初深深深爱过)毕竟是我爱的人，我能够怪你什么！！(我试着恨你！却想起你的笑容！)原谅把你带走的雨天，在突然醒来的黑夜，发现我终于没有再流泪！原谅被你带走的永远，是终究快要走到明天，痛会随着时间好一点！原谅把你带走的雨天，在渐渐模糊的窗前，每个人最后都要说再见！原谅被你带走的永远，微笑着容易过一天，也许是我已经老了一点... 记得谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我 以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口 过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔 我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后 我们都忘了这条路走了多久 心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的 让时间说真话虽然我也害怕 在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有遗憾 谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我 以前的一句是我们以后的伤口 过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔 我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后 我们都累了却没办法往回走 两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救 亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂 两个相爱的人等对方先说找分开的理由 谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口 是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦 谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我 以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口 过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔 我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后 我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后 真实你说的话 在我心中生了根 爱得很深 所以心很疼 我恨我愛你面帶微笑離開你懷裡 我聽天由命 January 25 Picnic with studentsDate : 22 Jan 2006
Venue : Tanjung, Muar
Ahem..picnic!!! had a lots funs with them..eating, playing & etc..I teach them craft, singin..Just happy moments happened in that day...Will organize for another picnic when i am free..See they are really happy to enjoy, that's good...I wanna be happy memory builder..let them have an unforgetable moment..  January 18 Trip - 2006Ahem...The 1st trip on the year of 2006!!!! Wanna joted down those moment..
Before go genting..jus acc jacob to go shoppin..bought chocolate,bought revlon hair dyer..
Jacob dyed my hair into brown color..mission failed...:) did nails shiner job..dress up...Done..went supper with chin an at agu..roti canai again..Afterward, jacob fetch all of us to bonjiang...after bus arrived..get all ppls in bonjiang & Uk...then depart lo...ohhh..the schedule shud be as bellow:
Venue : 15 Jan 2006
Time gathering at bonjiang : 1.30am++
Time departure : 3am++
PPls : me, pay san, chin an, jacob, jacob's mom taufik, herman, msiah & etc..
Time apparture : 7am++
- Having breakfast at genting' s shop which is near the sky way cable car...
- Took cable car to genting highlands
- Arrived genting..go team park..
- played tea cup with pay san..fainted..& boating with chin an, pay san & jacob
- walk & fool around...
- having lunch with pay san, chin an, jacob & his mom..i had porridge
- get all the ppls then go to klcc
- ohhh..very tired..Zzzzz in the bus..
- after arrived klcc..go to eat somthg at klcc food court.. delicious spaghetti & kebab..
- help honey to buy a sweater at romp..i dint get anythg for myself..:)
- jus walked around..help pay san to lookin for small sourvenir..mission failed!
- gather at 6 pm++..go back....
p/s : those time is short & rush & tired..but had lots of fun..
 thanks jacob to made my nails shine, thanks pay san made me headache & faint..thanks chin an for acc & always entertained us with haloo...halooo...hehe..
when i arrived muar, we go bentayan to eat somethgs cos very hungry ohh..after that jacob sent chin an back...& sent me & pay san back too...
after arrived home...i just quikly took a bath & Zzzzz liao..
That's all about genting story...
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Bisikan sang bayu membawa perkhabaran Dongengan yang sama dicanang berulang Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian Sungguh terkilan Seumpama naskah yang terbuka Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia Bacalah kenalilah Dengan bijaksana Siapa aku yang sebenar Korus Kendati selautan segunung Permata di kanan dan kiri Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti Dialah dihati Mengapakah diri dijadikan sasaran Sekilas pandangan pelbagai andaian Sungguh terkilan Seumpama naskah yang terbuka Sesungguhnya tiada rahsia Bacalah kenalilah Dengan bijaksana Siapa aku yang sebenar Kendati selautan segunung Permata di kanan dan kiri Selagi jantungku berdegup hingga tiba saat terhenti Dialah dihati # Tiada pilihan kedua Pertama hingga akhir usia Hanya dia Ulang # 2x Tiada rahsia lagi Usah bertanya berteka teki Cinta yang abadi Cintaku yang suci dihati Because Of You - Kelly clarksonThis is my favor song from the idol
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because you know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you.... January 04 A New Idol, A New Song...Yup, this is the american idol>>carrie underwood...i love this song cos it hav such beautiful lyrics...so touching..& cope with her nice voice..that's really fantastic..let us sing sing sing..haha....i wanna this song dedicate to all people in the world, learn to appreciate when love comes over, learn to love urself & others...if u really find ur Mr Right or Mrs Right..u wil have same feelin as this song..when u stil alive, take the chance..Raise up your voice, just tell the one u love..just say it out " I wanna be inside your heaven...." maybe that's nothings back..but u wil never feel regret...
   = Happy Ending...  am i rite?CARRIE UNDERWOOD LYRICS >>> Inside Your Heaven
I've been down
Now I'm blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess its right, it's so amazing Everytime I see you I'm alive You're all I've got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way I wanna be earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch, when we love
The stars light up The wrong becomes undone Naturally, my soul surrenders The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way And I wanna be the earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here Holdin you until the day I die And I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from Where the storm blows your way I wanna be earth that holds you Every bit of air you're breathin' in A soothin' wind I wanna be inside your heaven Oh yes I do I wanna be inside your heaven ~~ Welcome 2006 ~~
Recently, i really busy..school opening..a lots of things to go through..All i hope for these years is to expand my business..manage I-Learning Centre with all my best..SO, Christine!! u hav to gambateh yo!!!!
Chinese New Year coming around, i hope all of my family members all my friends ping ping an an & happy always...
Let us welcome the year of 2006..let's toast & cherish for it !!!
November 18 what's life??Long time i dint update my blog already...ahh...Cant ever remember i had been doing for all these times...
Day by day..working..eating...sleeping...shopping... Is that's life???Sometimes gonna communicate with ppl around..quite tired...Especially communication barrier..couldn't be understood..
Being single also good..feel free...anythings just follow where my heart beats to...Sometimes, see couples very sweet..i wonder i also can be like them...But since i went thru it, i faced a lots of thgs aroun..I learnt many thgs..
Now, i just wanna concerntrate on my career..Love, pls stay away..cuz it is hurts...I am not going to hurt myself & others..so given up the relationship is my decision...stay alone to being single wont die...failed in love, i wil stil survive....Who am I?? chrisitine ma...
Love myself..that's most impotant...happiness?? ofcos, i think i wil waitin for the day when i am ready & deserve it....do cherish for it..
October 05 Children learn what they liveIf children live with criticism, they learn to condemn.
If children live with hostility, they learn to fight.
If children live with ridicule, they learn to be shy.
If children live with shame, they learn to feel guilty.
If children live with tolerance, they learn to be patient.
If children live with encounragement, they learn to confidence.
If children live with praise, they learn to appreciate.
If children live with fairness, they learn justice.
If children live with security, they learn to have faith.
If children live with approval, they learn to like themselves
If children live with acceptance and friendship, they learn to find love in the world.
by Dorothy Law Nolte September 28 I left my heart in Aegean Sea!!!Wat a wonderful island? wat if i got the chance to go over Aegean Sea?? i shud remember the moment i being there..i think it is really far away from me..But do hoping for going there!!! ERm...So far ohhh..it placed at Greece..So, if u love island, u may have a look on it, just go through the website below, i think u may hav a same thought as mine... :p
ERmm.......... wait for me, aegean sea....the santorini island...........
September 23 12 in 1 的月饼...今年我一次过吃了十二种月饼,感觉很特别...当朋友把月饼放在桌上时, 我觉得月饼好可爱哦! 一个由不同颜色的小月饼排成的...全都是冰皮的哦! 有白色的, 绿色的, 粉红色, 巧克力色的....嗯! 一次过品尝这十二块月饼..真的是很好吃哦! 说真的长这么大, 第一次吃那么好吃的月饼... 尤其是草霉还有芋头的, 感觉就是不一样....虽然今年的生日没有吃到你亲手做的蛋糕.. 但是,我也很感动.因为我曾说过如果一个蛋糕里能有各种口味那该多好....所以, 当看见这个月饼时,我就想起了我所说的那种蛋糕...谢谢你, 把五颜六色的月饼带给我...你说吃甜的东西, 会很快乐...那我希望我的人生也能像这些月饼一样那么甜美!!! |
Dialah Di Hati.... by Siti Nurhaliza
Ohhhh.... new year come over..so fast..years by years...So, the new year has come, let us melt away those unhappy things & starts to move into the year of 2006...with new target, new style, every new steps...Erm, already 22 yrs old..so, stil have to learn, motivate & improve myself all the way..
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